Thursday, February 23, 2012

Thank You For Being Supportive!!!

Sorry to say this but Im done with the bullying blog! I have opened my eyes and realized Im always so stressed because I have everyone else telling me stuff and Im not focused on healing myself. Don't get me wrong at all, I love helping others it's awesome but, I think this is an adults job right now. As soon as I am no longer bullied I will come back! I promise! It might take a few months or heck even a year but, I will come back!! I know now you can never really stop bully's and I find it extremely sad but, you can't go through life with your head down and always sad! I can't wait to get back to the Molly I used to be! The fun, loving nature, never in a bad mood, laughing all the time, never hiding the hurt, always with family, friends with anyone and everyone, always being unique and myself!! Lately, I have been the total opposite because this is how I have been: Down, never happy, pulling away from friends, stressed, never with family, never laughing (unless it's fake), insecure, forgetting about myself, trying to replace my happy feelings, always snap at people as soon as they say something I don't like and never in a good mood. I love you guys and always will! I will never forget about what you guys have said to bring my hopes up! I wish you guys the best!!!!! Always remember I will be back, some day! :) Don't forget I am always thinking of you guys:) This is the last advice I will give you guys: "When you feel that you just can't go on and you want to give up just think. Are the bully's really worth it? Is this going to fix anything? Is this going to make me and my piers happy?? Of course not!! Just keep your head up! As I heard from a very good friend of mine or family member, "Take them down with kindness" That's all you have to do!!"NEVER GIVE UPPPPP!!!!!!!
Goodbye Guys
Sincerely,
Molly Dirksmeyer :)


P.S.- I hate saying goodbye because you guys are amazing and I hate the feeling that Im leaving such wonderful people! Just to let you know you guys helped reach my goal of 1,000 page views!! I have 1,026 now!!!!



Monday, February 20, 2012

What's going on???

Right now Im working on a club at my school!!! I hope everyone from my school signs up!!!! I guess I will see you all at school!! Bye guys

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Don't ya hate this feeling!?

I don't like when I feel alone in the world and It seems as if everyone doesn't like me! You try to be nice to people but they just keep making mean comments, dirty looks, and making rumors! I can't ever really trust anyone with anything. I want to find a true friend and one that will help me through my rough times! I feel that it's not right to have to put myself through the heartache and stress. I think we should be able to be worry free and don't have to worry about what people might do next to ya. I find it unfair that kids treat others this way! Who gave them the power to do this to us???? I miss being in Kindergarten and having no drama and just getting to play with everyone! Kindergarten was the only year of my school life that I didn't get bullied so thats all I miss. I believe if we all stand together we can end bullying! My goal before I die is to change schools and how everyone treats others. I am starting a club and a bully desk. If you need to talk one on one about your bullying problems I CAN and WILL help! I know what it feels like to go home everyday and cry myself to sleep. It's just I always have to have this weight on my shoulders.
Thanks love ya guys!!
Bye

Friday, February 10, 2012

What Im Doing Right Now...!!:)

At this point, Im busy on lot's of projects for bullying at my school! Im doing one where I talk close up shots of kids and take notes on what they think of bullying. I will put these comments on poster boards and hang them all over the school. I also just got done with a keynote. For those of you who don't know what that it, It's a slide show with lot's of information. Im also writing a story for the school! I am in the middle of writing a play! My classmates and I will be putting it on at the elementary sometime this month or next!! I am doing good right now and am on top of things!! I love all my viewers! Ohh... I forgot I have a bullying club and I have lot's of people in it!! It's amazing how a simple thought or idea can become this big! A little advice: Don't listen to what others say just say I know who I am and I don't care what you think! Have self- Confidence!!! Love ya
Byeee!!!!!:)

Monday, February 6, 2012

Its Not FARE!!!

It's not far that I have to cover my feelings! I keep them bottled up inside. Im always nice to everyone, Im always smiles on the outside and never leave anyone out. I don't understand what I do to people to make them not like me, talk about me behind my back or even to my face. I look at it as, "If you have something to say, say it to my face or say nothing at all." I realized you have to have a whatever attitude or you won't make it through life. It's hard I understand 100%, but it's possible if you believe in yourself.
You can make it, sometimes it might be hard to turn a frown upside down but I know you can! :) Love Ya Byeeee!!!!!

Have you ever felt like this??

Have you ever felt out of place, unwanted and unloved? I have and do. I'm starting to lose friends but also realize what life really is. I can't say much of how I feel other than that I feel like someone is stabbing me in the back. I hope nobody has to go through this!!! Everrrr!!!!! I hope your guys had fun for the Super Bowl. Love Ya! Bye guys

I just decided!!

I just decided that Im going to write a story about bullying. I love writing stories so I thought I would put my story into my passion. I will have it done soon, I hope if everything goes good in life. Well thats all I wanted I just wanted to post something since I haven't in a while.

BYE GUYS!!!!