Thank You For Being Supportive!!!

Sorry to say this but Im done with the bullying blog! I have opened my eyes and realized Im always so stressed because I have everyone else telling me stuff and Im not focused on healing myself. Don't get me wrong at all, I love helping others it's awesome but, I think this is an adults job right now. As soon as I am no longer bullied I will come back! I promise! It might take a few months or heck even a year but, I will come back!! I know now you can never really stop bully's and I find it extremely sad but, you can't go through life with your head down and always sad! I can't wait to get back to the Molly I used to be! The fun, loving nature, never in a bad mood, laughing all the time, never hiding the hurt, always with family, friends with anyone and everyone, always being unique and myself!! Lately, I have been the total opposite because this is how I have been: Down, never happy, pulling away from friends, stressed, never with family, never laughing (unless it's fake), insecure, forgetting about myself, trying to replace my happy feelings, always snap at people as soon as they say something I don't like and never in a good mood. I love you guys and always will! I will never forget about what you guys have said to bring my hopes up! I wish you guys the best!!!!! Always remember I will be back, some day! :) Don't forget I am always thinking of you guys:) This is the last advice I will give you guys: "When you feel that you just can't go on and you want to give up just think. Are the bully's really worth it? Is this going to fix anything? Is this going to make me and my piers happy?? Of course not!! Just keep your head up! As I heard from a very good friend of mine or family member, "Take them down with kindness" That's all you have to do!!"NEVER GIVE UPPPPP!!!!!!!
Goodbye Guys
Sincerely,
Molly Dirksmeyer :)


P.S.- I hate saying goodbye because you guys are amazing and I hate the feeling that Im leaving such wonderful people! Just to let you know you guys helped reach my goal of 1,000 page views!! I have 1,026 now!!!!

What's going on???

Right now Im working on a club at my school!!! I hope everyone from my school signs up!!!! I guess I will see you all at school!! Bye guys

Don't ya hate this feeling!?

I don't like when I feel alone in the world and It seems as if everyone doesn't like me! You try to be nice to people but they just keep making mean comments, dirty looks, and making rumors! I can't ever really trust anyone with anything. I want to find a true friend and one that will help me through my rough times! I feel that it's not right to have to put myself through the heartache and stress. I think we should be able to be worry free and don't have to worry about what people might do next to ya. I find it unfair that kids treat others this way! Who gave them the power to do this to us???? I miss being in Kindergarten and having no drama and just getting to play with everyone! Kindergarten was the only year of my school life that I didn't get bullied so thats all I miss. I believe if we all stand together we can end bullying! My goal before I die is to change schools and how everyone treats others. I am starting a club and a bully desk. If you need to talk one on one about your bullying problems I CAN and WILL help! I know what it feels like to go home everyday and cry myself to sleep. It's just I always have to have this weight on my shoulders.
Thanks love ya guys!!
Bye

What Im Doing Right Now...!!:)

At this point, Im busy on lot's of projects for bullying at my school! Im doing one where I talk close up shots of kids and take notes on what they think of bullying. I will put these comments on poster boards and hang them all over the school. I also just got done with a keynote. For those of you who don't know what that it, It's a slide show with lot's of information. Im also writing a story for the school! I am in the middle of writing a play! My classmates and I will be putting it on at the elementary sometime this month or next!! I am doing good right now and am on top of things!! I love all my viewers! Ohh... I forgot I have a bullying club and I have lot's of people in it!! It's amazing how a simple thought or idea can become this big! A little advice: Don't listen to what others say just say I know who I am and I don't care what you think! Have self- Confidence!!! Love ya
Byeee!!!!!:)

Its Not FARE!!!

It's not far that I have to cover my feelings! I keep them bottled up inside. Im always nice to everyone, Im always smiles on the outside and never leave anyone out. I don't understand what I do to people to make them not like me, talk about me behind my back or even to my face. I look at it as, "If you have something to say, say it to my face or say nothing at all." I realized you have to have a whatever attitude or you won't make it through life. It's hard I understand 100%, but it's possible if you believe in yourself.
You can make it, sometimes it might be hard to turn a frown upside down but I know you can! :) Love Ya Byeeee!!!!!

Have you ever felt like this??

Have you ever felt out of place, unwanted and unloved? I have and do. I'm starting to lose friends but also realize what life really is. I can't say much of how I feel other than that I feel like someone is stabbing me in the back. I hope nobody has to go through this!!! Everrrr!!!!! I hope your guys had fun for the Super Bowl. Love Ya! Bye guys

I just decided!!

I just decided that Im going to write a story about bullying. I love writing stories so I thought I would put my story into my passion. I will have it done soon, I hope if everything goes good in life. Well thats all I wanted I just wanted to post something since I haven't in a while.

BYE GUYS!!!!

I wanna get this out to all of you!!!

I don't know how many kids have seen my blog from North Greene Middle School, but for everyone I want you to know this: You never know how important life is until it's been wasted away! I truly believe that a lot of kids listen to someone talk about bullying and then let it go out the other ear thinking that it's not important. Some students don't understand the full length of what bullying can come to and how much it hurts. I think some piers think Im joking when I say how many students are bullied a day! It's no joke and it hurts me to think kids feel this way. I realized the other day when I was at school, bully's really do hurt, their crumbling inside. One of my old bully's were crying and I helped her because I know how it feels. I will always like everyone even if their a bully because they are a person with feelings that can be hurt by words to! Always remember: Love the ones that are close to you, but love the ones that are your enemies more because they need it the most!!!
Thank You Very Much!!!!

This is probably my last post!!!:(

I want to say thank you to the people who followed me and commented. You guys are the best but I can't continue to do this blog for a while because Im getting bullied again and I need to concentrate on that.
Im sorry I have to go, I hopefully will be back to blogging soon!!! THANK YOU!! Again!!!:) Bye guys!!!:(

My questions!!!!

What gives the bully the right to hurt our heart? What gives the bully the right to think their better than us??? Why do they hurt us even though they know it's wrong?? Why do they get to ruin our childhood???
Why can't they understand we have feelings just like them??? What I don't like is when people act one way towards you and then turns around and says something extremely mean!!!!! I guess I don't understand!! If someone can answer these questions please feel free!
Thank You!!!

I learned this today!

When I got bullied today someone told me, "It's hard, but you have to be tough through it all." I know its hard and I try to get through it but, sometimes I crash because I wear my heart on my sleeve which means Im sensitive. I know it hurts on the inside, trust me!!!
That's all I have to say, just please remember I believe in you!!!!

Byeee!!! :)

What people do and make you feel like!!

I wanna say good luck to a certain person!!:)

It upsets me to hear that someone tried to commit suicide. I can't image what they are going through. Even though I have been bullied, I still can't come close to that. I would feel horrible if I were one of the people that pushed them over the edge. I wish that person good luck and I know they have a place in the world.
Thank you!!! :)

The hurt kills inside!!

I have gotten lot's of comments and I am starting to understand some questions I have. Their is still one that remains unknown. Why do people like to see you hurt, I know people say to make them feel good but they have to know it's wrong because mainly everyone knows about bulling. You can be smiles on the outside and happy but inside you can be hurting and crumbling so you can't always know if people are sad or happy. Some people hide it really good!!! Thanks and Im sorry for not posting for a while. :) Goodbye!!!:)
Thank you sooooo much!!!! Thank you to my friends supporting me, D,D,J,S,K,T,M!!!! The initials for my friends!!!

Wanted to say thank you!!!

Hey I think it's time to take the time to say thank you from the bottom of my heart!!! I have seen changes in people at my school and it's amazing!!! I wanna say have a wonderful week and never put yourself down! I love you all so much for helping me make this blog work!! I have 355 views in 1 week!! That's unreal!!! That's more than I would ever have though of getting!!! Thanks again and have a good night!!!! :) :)

Do you have a true friend???

The way to know if you have a true friend is: Your friend always gives you encouragement and pushes you towards your dreams. Your friend will stick up for you when people are rude, and make fun of you. Your friend won't judge you for your clothes. Something everyone needs to understand is...... IN LIFE YOU ARE VERYYY LUCKY TO FIND AT LEAST 1 TRUE FRIEND!!!! If you can find one true friend then your a very luckkkkyyyy person!!!! Most people don't every find a true friend, in fact 75% of people don't every find a true friend. Thanks viewers!! I love you guys!!! :)

Why do people upset you on purpose???

I really don't like it when people skip you when their mad at you or use you because their best friend isn't there to talk to. People love to get a reaction out of me or a mean comment, but I have learned to not respond to anything they say or if they tell me a rumor I keep my mouth shut and don't say anything so they can't say I was mean. I have really opened my eyes this year and realized that people aren't what they seem, and that there are something's that I was doing that was wrong like for example: I gave people too many chances to be my friend and really they weren't my friend all along I just didn't realize it. Thanks viewers your amazing!!!

What happened Today!!!

You know that feeling when you think people are talking about you?? I don't understand why people have to talk bad about you!!! Today when I walked into math class.... Some people were talking about me right in front me.... That  made me very upset!!!! I don't like it when people don't like me because Im the type of person who likes everyone liking me and hate when people are mad at me. I also don't like being mad at others either!!! I know Im weird!!!! Thanks and I hope everyone's day is going great!! See Ya!! :) :)

I think everyone can relate to this!!!!

You know when your friend that you really don't hang out with anymore has a best friend that your not friends with. Well when one of the friends are sick the other comes to you to hang out with you because they don't have other friends to hang out with. It makes you feel like a third wheel. I know everyone has had this done to them before!! All I want to say is, don't let them make you feel that way just say, "Just because she's gone doesn't mean you can use me", but also say it in a nice way those no reason to be mean in this situation. Thanks again!!!!!

This is sad!!!!

Something that's sad is kids bully teachers too!!! In my eyes if you fallow the rules and are nice to everyone it makes your life so much easier and more simple. I think it's really sad when my piers pick on teachers because of there weight, how they run, how they talk, basically anything. When I hear someone say something like that I stay quiet because if they get in trouble for it Im not in it. I guess Im missing why people have to put others down. If anyone can tell me it would be absolutely amazing to know!!! If you know what Im talking about if you go to my school, then try to stop it because the teachers aren't there to be bullied their here to teach us!! At any school if you know kids are picking on teachers then stand up for them they don't  deserve it, just like you wouldn't like it they don't!!!
Thanks so much again!!! Have a nice evening!!! :)

Something that bothers me!!!

Something that bothers me is when I put my story out which took a lot of courage, people make of me!!! It hurts me because I know they will never realize how I felt but I do expect them to respect it because they don't know how hard it was. When they are a victim (Which I pray to God NO ONE will be) then they can make fun of me but until then I don't appreciate it. I guess I don't have to do the blog but, I know if I stopped then it would make people lost again and not know what to do. So please if someone has the courage to tell you about their story of bullying DON'T make fun of them!!!!! Thank you and keep checking my blog!!!!

I survived!!! :)

I know most the time you hear about the suicides and everything on the news and hardly ever hear about the survivors. Im a survivor!! If you didn't know one before well...... now you do!! I can tell you that it was hard but it also wasn't impossible. In my head I believe I made it through because, of the help I got from my councilor and my family. If I didn't have their support I don't know where I would be right now. I can tell you, once you get through it, it only gets easier!!! :) Thanks for all the help on keeping my blog going. If it weren't for you viewers then I wouldn't be able to get this message out to the people who are in desperate need of it. Thanks again so much!! Stay tuned!!! :) :)

Something that hurts me the most!!

The thing that hurts me the most on my bullying past is, I have to have the past on my shoulder forever. When people ask me about my past I can't tell them anything fun! It hurts that the bully crushed me and ruined my child hood. The bully will never know how i felt. No one will ever know exactly how I felt. It was a lot of pain and heartach. I still to this day don't know why I got bullied, That's all I ask and all I wanna know. Hope I can get the answer real soon, But one thing I wanna tell you all is never change for someone to make them happy, you are who you are and you should be happy with yourself!!! Thanks keep fallowing me!!!!!

It's hard!!

It's hard to hear your best friend or used to be best friend say that your not gonna be friends forever. Sometimes it makes you feel alone and wonder if your ever gonna have a true friend. Parents don't know how kids are these days you always hear them say " back in my day" and then say something like " I know how it is I went to school at one time" but I mean they really don't kids pick on you for the weirdest reasons. You can't even buy something that's clothing from walmart and you'll get madefun of. I wish things would change at school. Thanks keep checking my blog thank you!!! :)

My bully history!!

I got bullied from 1st grade and actually still do every once and a while. Its hard to think bout my elementary and middle school memories because they weren't that great. I used to get called a baby, a prep, fat, jump down a well and die, stuck up, sissy, and I looked like a rat face. I felt alone and sad. I starved my self so bad I had to go to the doctor. I was eating only a pudding and a small glass of milk a day. Every day when I woke up I would make myself sick and I was dragged into the school and had to stay in class. I would cry all day long and I got made fun of for crying. It was a hard time that I never would go back to. People don't understand how bad it hurts until they have been a victim. When people told me "I understand", I always said "No you really don't", and I would cry. I can't remember one time that I went to a friends house in 1st grade. I can't remember a time when I had a true friend. I can't remember a time when someone stuck up for me. I will always carry this bad memory on my shoulders.

There are survivors!!! :)

Many people talk about the negative stuff all the time with bullying but there is an upside. You can survive! There are many stories that I have looked at with survivors. One is Billy. He was beaten all the time by students. He had more black eyes than he wanted to count, but he survived. Ellouise cute herself. She felt so alone and didn't wanna go to school, but she survived. A kid got called "chicken leg" and many more names, but he also survived. If all these kids can survive then so can you, just keep your head up and never look down. :)

Some information on what Bully's can do!

Did you know that about 500,000 kids try to commit suicide every year? Only 500 kids succeed though. We need to stand up for others and not worry what others think. One of my favorite sayings is, "It's easy to stand in a crowd, but a real person will stand alone", to me it says a lot. I love to help kids who are in bullying situations because I have gone through it all through elementary, and middle school. Another thing thats a huge issue is that there are 5 year old kids killing themselves. Can you imagine how the parents would feel knowing that their 5 year old kid killed them self because of students bullying them? Every 30 seconds a child or teen kills themselves, and every day about 3,000 suicides are committed and successful. This just shows how bad kids bully innocent victims. Usually when you get bullied it is over your weight, race, religion, looks, your athleticism, or sometimes the bully is going through a hard time and just take their anger out on you. A lot of times you see bully's pick on people younger or smaller than them and the reason why is because the bully thinks they are bigger and stronger and have power over you. Stick around my next post is gonna be about survivors but I thaught people needed to know what could happen. Thanks!! ;)

Hate words hurt!!!

Hate words hurt really bad. Hate words for example is: stupid, retard, moron, mommy's boy, and gay. It hurts and sometimes you don't realize that it can hurt someone if you mean it in a joking way or not it still hurts. There are some things you can say and then you need to know where to draw the line. I know someone who has a lot of problems at school. Their a normal person just like me and you but others don't think so. They bully them all the time, there's basically no day that they don't get something mean said to them. It upsets me to know that one of my best friends has that happen to them. They don't want me to stand up for them because it would cause more problems but sometimes you can't leave it alone. If you have a friend that's getting bullied, you need to help them immediately!!

Bullying at our school!!

Bullying at my school are a variaty of things. It doesn't matter where you are in the school someone always has to be a bully. It starts with the clothes you wear. If you don't shop at the best stores then you get picked on and if your not wearing Hollister jeans your not so called "Cool". If your not the best athlete  or your not great at any activities your not talked to. The people who don't have all the best stuff I believe will go further in life and make a big change. Life's not perfect we all go through hard times. Everyday at school I see kids getting picked on, ignored, pushed, shoved, and knocked down. It makes me sad to think that people have to go through the horrible time of not wanting to come to school because of some kids that are bully's. School's supposed to be a fun and adventurous place, but it doesn't seem like it anymore. I understand why people are saying it. If you think your the only one getting bullied your really not. There are so many people who get bullied each day and we don't realize it. No matter what someone bully's you about it's never small. When I get asked why Im doing a blog, Facebook's the new thing, my response is, "Facebook isn't used for what it was supposed to be. I did a blog so people can share and understand others stories. I want to make a change in bullying because I have been a victim for a long time now. I know how others feel." They think Im stupid but just wait and one of these days when enough of us "Stand Together" we will put bully's in their place!!! :) Please keep looking at my blog and sharing your feelings. Don't keep them bottled up!! thanks again!!

Advice!

If you have a bully in your school (Which Im 99.9% sure you do) have a lot of students come together to stop them. Not in a mean way but try to get them help too because they are most likely going through a hard time right now. Do what you knows right, and always speak up.

Have you been bullied???

It hurts to be bullied. You feel different from others and down on confidence. People make you feel like an outsider that has no life and thats dirt. Can you help stop bullying? Yes of course you can. You can comment on this blog. Share your stories. Thank you for checking my blog and feel free to share!!!