Something that hurts me the most!!

The thing that hurts me the most on my bullying past is, I have to have the past on my shoulder forever. When people ask me about my past I can't tell them anything fun! It hurts that the bully crushed me and ruined my child hood. The bully will never know how i felt. No one will ever know exactly how I felt. It was a lot of pain and heartach. I still to this day don't know why I got bullied, That's all I ask and all I wanna know. Hope I can get the answer real soon, But one thing I wanna tell you all is never change for someone to make them happy, you are who you are and you should be happy with yourself!!! Thanks keep fallowing me!!!!!