My bully history!!

I got bullied from 1st grade and actually still do every once and a while. Its hard to think bout my elementary and middle school memories because they weren't that great. I used to get called a baby, a prep, fat, jump down a well and die, stuck up, sissy, and I looked like a rat face. I felt alone and sad. I starved my self so bad I had to go to the doctor. I was eating only a pudding and a small glass of milk a day. Every day when I woke up I would make myself sick and I was dragged into the school and had to stay in class. I would cry all day long and I got made fun of for crying. It was a hard time that I never would go back to. People don't understand how bad it hurts until they have been a victim. When people told me "I understand", I always said "No you really don't", and I would cry. I can't remember one time that I went to a friends house in 1st grade. I can't remember a time when I had a true friend. I can't remember a time when someone stuck up for me. I will always carry this bad memory on my shoulders.